Sunshine

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I am using this album to document the emotions and interests I have had during the months this material was written. I am doing this so when I am older I can try and understand what was going on in my life back then.

Thank you for listening!

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released January 28, 2016

Vnl - lyrics, insturments
mastered in garageband.

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Track Name: End Me
Someone please end me
I just wanna start over
No one's here to hate me
no one needs to see me like this
Someone please tell me
is there a way to get over it
Someone please end me
no one needs to feel like this right now

and if I ever see the light of day
that's how I know that everything will be Okay
and if I ever feel like this again
then maybe I will see it to the end
and if I ever stop and give it thought
maybe I will make some better choices
and if I you ever think I'm loosing it
then just ask if I'm okay

sunshine shining down from the screen
You'll never ever know what the lyrics mean
every single time you ask for help
I'm hiding in my bed afraid of myself
sunshine stepping into my pond
you never really know what you have till its gone
every single fucking you've ever fucking done
every single bullet that you've loaded in your gun
Track Name: Insomnia (Part Of You)
I have become a nightmare, I am a man no more
These twists and turns, they pull me, right out the goddamn door
It's just a dream, right? That's what it feels like.
It's like a serenade, a freakin' love parade.

I can do anything you want me to,
trust me baby, I know you want me to.
I can be anyone you want me to,
trust me baby, I am a part of you.

I am afraid of lightning, I am the man of steel
The shock, it kills my body, the shock it makes it feel real
It's just a dream, right? That's what it feels like.
It's like a serenade, a freakin' love parade.

I can do anything you want me to,
trust me baby, I know you want me to.
I can be anyone you want me to,
Trust me baby, I am a part of you.
Track Name: There's Nothing There
Hey, Don't take me seriously
I’m not too nice and I’m not to mean

i'm a man of influence
i talk too much and i
don't make sense

and i'd like to help you out
but i'm trapped in my shell and
i don't really care and
and i'd love to bail you out~
but my head's in my ass and
i'm not a nice guy and
-
hey, there's nothing there
you gave me all you had
you're looking sort of sad, i'm sorry!
and hey, there's nothing there.
well what did you expect?
you think i'm some cheap-ass dealer

and hey, there's nothing there.
i need you here
to stop this bleeding
-
hey, don't take me anywhere
i'm not too nice and i don't really care

i'm not too bright and
I'm not too clean and
i don't like you and
you don't like me

and i'd like to help you out
but i'm trapped in my shell and
i don't really care and
and i'd love to bail you out~
but my head's in my ass and
i'm not a nice guy and
-
hey, there's nothing there
you gave me all you had
you're looking sort of sad, i'm sorry!
and hey, there's nothing there.
well what did you expect?
you think i'm some cheap-ass dealer

and hey, there's nothing there.
i need you here
to stop this bleeding
-
Track Name: I Won't Change
If I had a million dollars I would give it all away
devote myself to jesus almost every single day
until then I will sit inside sinning 'till I die
my body is degrading one second at a time

and I won't change
and I won't die
If I had my way,
I'd still be alive.
and I won't need
to speak my mind
when I give in
and you feel fine.

If I had my life together I would tear it all to shit
disintegrate the feelings that go along with it
until the shooters stop and the world decides to quit
I'll be living in my hole where I'll drown myself in spit

and I won't change
and I won't die
If I had my way,
I'd still be alive
and I won't need
to speak my mind
when I give in
and you feel fine

and I won't change
and you won't care
If I gave up
you'd still be there.
and I feel fine
and I feel great
and I feel dead
and I feel raped

(buildings burning
people cheering
this is the final
god is leaving)
Track Name: Starlight
when I look at you
I can't help but think
that when you see me
you see right through me

I'm just a cancer
Your only answer
I'm always empty
why can't you fill me



killing me softly
tell me you’re sorry
make me feel dirty
you are a waste of my time

feeding your ego
anywhere we go
I am your demon
I am your devil with horns
...

Something about you
Something inside yyu
I am not human
I will remind you

I was rejected
you were accepted
roll me and smoke me
Taste me and waste me


Killing you softly
tell me your story
make me feel dirty
you are a waste of my time

feeding your ego
anywhere we go
I am your demon
I am your devil with horns.

...
I don't wanna live like this forever
I don't wanna waste away and die
I don't want you drowning in the river
I know I'm not good but I can try

You’re something I love when we’re together
You’re going to waste away and die
You want me to hate myself forever
I know I’m not god but I can try.

...
Track Name: Happy Parasite
Let me crawl into your heart
Let me tear your life apart
Let me hurt you
Let me hurt you
Let me crawl into your brain
Let me make your go insane
Let me hurt you
Let me hurt you
and I'll never give up
and I'll never let go
I'm a dirty little shit
and I'm never gonna die
I'm a tiny little thing
out the corner of your eye
I'm a happy parasite
and I want to be inside you.
Track Name: The Cold
The cold is cracking down tonight
The cold is cracking down on me tonight
(we'll keep moving)
The sweatshirt that I brought is just a
stained and tattered rag that I wear too much.
(but there's no destination)
My walk up to the library is
plagued by feelings that I'm not myself.
(there's no ground to stand on)
The cold is cracking down tonight
and I'm too weak to stand, I fall through it.
(loosing traction)

Everyday is getting hotter
caps are melting into the sea
soon we'll all be underwater
then we'll all be dead and happy

The cold is cracking down tonight
The cold is cracking down on me tonight
(we'll all be gone)
The freezing burn of atmospheric
pressure that we feel is too much.
(and that's okay)
Eventually we'll all just be a
tiny little sliver on the timeline of existence
(and you're okay with that)
The cold is cracking down tonight
because you’ve got bigger, better things to do.
(there's no way out of this)

Everyday is getting hotter
caps are melting into the sea
soon we'll all be underwater
then we'll all be dead and happy

Let's drown in the ocean
Let's kill all the animals
Let's shit on the third world
Let's shoot all minorities
Let's laugh at the poor folk
Let's nuke everyone we hate
Let's kill ourselves and act like we're martyrs.